Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Boy, does this feel familiar

The story of my life and so many other people dealing with infertility - lots of hope followed by crushing disappointment.

Granted, this is nothing like a failed cycle, but right now it is hitting pretty hard. Our trip to Turcs and Caicos was canceled. It happens - the customer pushed it out two weeks to a time when Brad couldn't go because of other commitments.

I was really holding on to that lifeline. I thought it would help me survive until Spring. I thought I would get caught up on my sleep. I thought the ocean and beach might help heal my heart a little.

I know it is just a trip, but I guess I built it up to be a retreat that would change my life.

5 comments:

Fertilize Me said...

Oceans and beaches do changes lifes (in my opinion) So sorry for your canceled trip!

Lori said...

I am disappointed for you. I can't imagine how it feels for you.

So sorry, Kami.

Jill said...

You could still plan a trip on your own right? Look at airline websites for last minute deals to Mexico or something and just take off for a long weekend...

Familyof2 said...

Ugh. I second Jill...maybe do a get away for just you and Brad???

Rachel said...

Bummer on the trip... I hope something else comes up that can make you feel just as good... : )